Nobody is forcing me to write but me.
I do have one weekly assignment, which is great. But when I push myself to write every idea I ever had, I am putting more pressure on myself that doesn't need to be there. The money is nice to have and sometimes necessary, but I could just as easily scale back on some things (like Taco Bueno and Starbuck's!) and instead spend writing time just sitting around watching my kids grow. Isn't that what I'm home for?
I'm challenging myself to do my writing research in the mornings before the kids wake up (or when I can't sleep in the night). Then I will write the bones of my pieces while Sam naps on me and the kids watch their educational shows or play together. I will set reasonable goals. My family must come first because homeschooling is my first job, and I don't get a redo on that one.
OH, I so agree about the homeschooling thing. Back when I was panicking about homeschooling, before K12, I put housekeeping first. I would get so behind on housekeeping and started hating homeschooling. Now that I got my priorities straight, it's so much better. :)
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